Tout ce que tu ne sauras jamais, tout ce que je ne pourrai jamais te dire ..
The card I made for (O) .She's got the other half of the heart with my name on it and a note '' I don't need guys or love as long as I have a friend as great as you ''
Day 30 I feel like writing but I don't know what to write about :sad: I don't have a lot of stuff going on lately, I've been feeling pretty bored, I haven't talked to anyone during two days, I guess that nobody cares about me :reallysad: Actually, I checked...
Day 24 I'm having good dreams lately and by good I mean dreams you appear in. I like it when I dream about you, 'cause it's the only way that I can still see you, even touch you. I dreamt two nights ago that you came to see me and that I was hugging you;...
(O) AND (HE) BROKE UP ! :O I didn't see that coming, or did I ? I mean, I kinda thought of how it would be if they broke up, but I never imagined that it would happen this soon ! But anyway, this isn't my point .. Oh my God, poor (O), she must be really...
Day 37 So how was your Valentine's day ? Mine was fine actually, I got a gift from this guy called (S), for me he's just a friend but I know that for him I'm a bit more, I'm kinda his ''crush '', he told me that the gift wasn't supposed to change anything...
Day 15 I don't know where to start. I have so much in my chest that I have kept for so long, maybe too long. I started this blog cause I can't hold it back anymore, I HAVE to write down what I'm feeling otherwise I'm gonna explode. I know that no one...
Day 16 HOLY SHIT ! I just realized that today is January 25th! January 25th ! I can't believe that I actually almost forgot about this date ! How could I ? A year back, it was the beginnig of the end, it was the day when it all started to fall down, when...
I dreamt about (H) tonight, weird right ? I mean, why would I dream about him ? I don't have feelings for him anymore, I never had, okay maybe I liked him a bit, but it was never love or something like that ! No, and now he's dead to me, I HATE him, at...
So I don't know how to start, it all happened so fast. There's this guy, named (Ch) that I added on Facebook after I read some of his articles ( which are very good by the way ), and we talked and somehow we started, or I started to tell him about how...
I feel like writing, but I don't know what to write about. Just like that feeling that I get when I want to talk to somebody but there's nobody to talk to, or should I say, talk WITH, 'cause there's always someone to talk to ... myself. I talk to myself...
So I've listened to (He)'s version and he's saying that it's all (O)'s fault. I actually don't really care who's fault it is ( though I honestly believe that (He) is guiltier than (O) ), 'cause no matter what I'm on (O)'s side, I HAVE to support her even...
Day 45 So, the two passed days have been very, very tiring, hurtful and assy. I don't know, all that sadness and pain that I've hidden in me during more than a month just kinda got out. I cried a lot, really, A LOT . And it did feel good .. I miss you,...
I cry a lot. And crying a lot leads to thinking a lot ... I know that I'm not a happy person, I mean, my life isn't a fairytale, but I wonder what have I done to deserve all this sadness ? Am I a bad person ? If I'm not, what's wrong with me then ? Why...
Day 19 It's almost february 14th, everyone is preparing for Valentine's day, well, not everybody but the majority. (O) and I were talking about it, thinking about what she would give to her boyfriend and then I, don't know exactly how, started to talk...
This is when the feeling sinks in, I don't wanna miss you like this
Good girls, hopeful they'll be and long they will wait
Day 36 00h.00 I love you .
Day 47 Hey, Demi's new single is out ! Just thought you should know, sice you like her music . :thinkingaboutyou:
