One of those nights

Day 45

So, the two passed days have been very, very tiring, hurtful and assy.

I don't know, all that sadness and pain that I've hidden in me during more than a month just kinda got out. I cried a lot, really, A LOT . And it did feel good ..

I miss you, I just had to let that out, I just had to let my tears fall cause I couldn't hold them back anymore. I've been pretendng that everything's fine, that I don't need you anymore and apparently I've been lying so well that I fell for my own lie :S

Stupid girl I am ...

I'm writing again, and maybe this time I'll keep doing it, I guess expressing my feelings via words is better than crying huh.

So, I'm going back now to the '' pretending '' thing, let's see how long I'm gonna hold on this time .